Thursday, December 10, 2009

Friends is an F Word

I was just reading something I had on my comp and I feel I should make note of something.

I've become quite distant from most of my friends these days, heck I've been at home for 11 days today. How weird is that? that's 1/3 of a month, damn! it also means that I haven't smoked for 11 days. And before anyone starts telling me how I can stop and I don't need it, let me just say, I know I can stop but I don't want to. Please note the difference. Although I must say I do feel a sense of achievement.

Anyways, back to the friends. So yeah if I don't hang out with you much these days it doesn't mean I don't like you. It just means clearly I have issues with your moral integrity is all.

WHAATTT????

Yeah....the thing is people do things to people and when I notice that, I just don't want to be the next victim. Unfortunately, my tolerance for people's behavior is not what it used to be. So don't be offended, cause I get it, I really do. Sometimes we don't even notice the things we do and sometimes we just have this need to do these things like people who have minor signs of the Messiah Complex for instance. I'm glad that shit is out of my system cause I find people like that annoying now. Well not all, just the preaching kind. And those who do not practice what they preach, oh what a delight it is to hear that lecture. Nevertheless, I'm not judging, I just don't want to be a part of it.

4 comments:

  1. Mate, I feel you homes. Sometimes having friends means you're leaving your heart in the open.

    Haven't seen you in awhile homes. What's the shizzzz homes?

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  2. aku kat rumah je dwelling in nothingness..i dont know what to do, i dont know where to go. I'm stagnant

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  3. Bila exam ko habis? We lepak after that ah.

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  4. l4d ah braahh..this thursday i might meet eugene and shern kalau lepak sampai petang boleh kite main after that..

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